it is time to trust your knowing
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IF YOU ARE HERE,

the spell has begun.

you are ready to build your work upon a foundation that stands the test of time.

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HOWEVER,

you are stuck at the crossroads...
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Shadowholder is more than a 15 week container. It is the spell cast to root into your legacy work. Maybe you’ve thrown money at courses and coaches, hoping someone would give you the formula for success. The formula doesn’t exist when your legacy work has no blueprint. You cannot take someone else’s form and expect your work to fit it. So, what do you do? What is the answer?

The answer is YOU, but you still do not trust your brilliance, your knowing, your creativity, your ability to transform. You’re reaching out to every source outside of yourself. Why are you afraid to trust the one person that already knows the way?

It’s time to develop a relationship with your Sacred Shadow. This is a huge component we all want to overlook. Some are afraid of what lies beneath. Others feel like the work may take too long. But, what if I told you that your shadow was nothing to fear. It is, instead, where your greatest power lies.

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Shadowholder is a container created to support those who hold space for the immensity that is the Sacred Shadow, the place that holds our humanity. Whether it be in your art, your work, your business, etc. you are holding space for the exploration of all of humanity’s complexities. You do not balk at the hidden, the monster, the misunderstood.

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You are here because you are ready for a container that helps you to hold your work with ease. These other programs are not designed to help you expand into your unique way of guiding, creating, and healing. You desire a program that is grounded in decolonial work that moves you closer to liberation for yourself and the world around you.

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Welcome home, Shadowholder.
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I AM READY TO STEP INTO MY POWER
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Included (15 Weeks)

One 1:1 Alchemy Session with Samar Jade

Six (6) LIVE Office Hour Calls

Six (6) LIVE Teaching Calls

Pre-recorded Materials

1:1 Private Channel with Samar Jade

Digital Workbook

"Working with Samar is like tapping in to the deep well of interconnectedness. They are simultaneously grounding and deeply expansive, and skillfully hold space for all that I am and all that I can be. "

-Kieran, Owner of Cosmic Abundance and Interamnia

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Cast Your Spell 
Frequently Asked Questions

  • Shadowholder is a 15 week offering that begins September 6th with a LIVE ritual happening on the New Moon in Virgo (9/12). It will come to an end December 4th with a ritual honoring Venus’s return into Scorpio after her Retrograde.

  • No. A creative, artist, writer, etc. desiring for their work to be present in the world is more than welcome into this space. The greater purpose is to create boundaries between who you are and the work you are called to.

  • Shadowholder is $1800. This container has been priced to allow more affordability for those who may be in the the beginning stages of their work, business, or offerings. At this time, payment plans are offered through AfterPay, Klarna, etc. If those are not a possibility for you, please reach out to Samar to discuss options.

  • No. All LIVE calls are recorded and you have access to all of the materials through the next cohort. If you are not able to complete your 1:1 session during the 15 weeks, depending on the reason (illness, family emergency, death in family) rescheduling is possible pending Samar’s schedule.

  • Everyone interested must go through an application process. This is to reinforce and root into your desires. In addition, there is a divination reading with Samar. There are only 12-15 spots. You can click the buttons on this page to begin the application process.

  • This container requires a level of sovereignty, not just for the participant but also from the spaceholder. The application process is not a boundary to prove worth. It is a boundary of assurance and commitment.

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Shadowholder is grounded in the Ensouling Quintessence. It is designed to help those through it in accessing more of their authority, autonomy, and sovereignty. It is a way to engage with shadow work consistently that was created by Samar Jade.

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The Ensouling Quintessence

IS COMPOSED OF

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